It seems when I go to work I get so much tireder than when I stay home I was just off for 4 days and it was great. I'm so sick of pushing myself that I could just quit. If I did we would have to sell everything our house everything. When you health goes it seems everything else seems minor. I am down and dont want to be here I'm sure you can tell. The medicine cost to much and when you are a wife a mother you have to keep on keeping on. My husband is wonderful but if I mention quiting I think he would have another heart attack.