I just wanted you to know I am praying about your depression. I remember you had been a church musician- you played organ, right? I play piano and organ- in fact, I played for a funeral yesterday. I didn't know the man who had passed away and the service was easy.......only a prelude, one congregational hymn and a postlude. I played lots of hymns for the prelude and postlude, because I had no prep time. Anyway, I just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you......take care, dear one!