I have tried Behan to respond to that beautiful writing. I have not read that and do not know from what source it comes from but would like to know so that I may study more; very peaceful. Thank you. Lil' To those who wrote me about prayer and my son....God bless each of you and I, with my son pray each and everytime we separate that we will be protected until we are reunited again. I will ponder your suggestions. The suggestion about church is good. Although Will and I are Mormon's, the father is agnostic but has expressed a willingness to take Will to a church in the town where he lives. We live in close but separate communities. Of course this suggestion was made on the first visitation only. Forgive me, but this ruling is not right in our situation. I have learned of other things one of which is a situation involving a "misunderstanding" wherein Will's dad was suspect in a child abduction in the college town where he resides. The child in the matter, later recanted the accusation but it is in the public newspaper. I will be acquiring a copy of that, even though the man was vindicated. This and a couple of other questionable things were kept from me fearing I would be "reactive" and end up in the local klink. Your prayers are vital for us. Thank you so very much. About my breast problem. I'm in prayer....I believe I will explore other possible methods of removing this microcalcification. Love, CactusLil'