Hi, I am sorry that you had such a bad visit with the doctor. I had the same problems when I was first sick. I went to 26 doctors and they told me for the first few years that they would cure me and after that they told me to see a shrink that it was all in my head. I know as you do it is not in my head at all. I am also a cancer survivor . I guess it wasn't in my head after all. I always knew that.. I have learned to live with this diease for the most part. The only part I really am sad about is I never had children and I'm not married. I hope one day the married part will change. Take care and have a good day. Who is the dr.you went to ???? See Ya.