Hi! I cannot address you as "lost and hopeless" because that is *not* what your destiny is meant to be. So, I am calling you "Sweet 16." I know 16 may not feel very sweet now, but you have so much potential and a God who you are so special to! So special that He knows the number of hairs on your head - that's how intimately He knows you! And even the very hairs of your head are numbered. Matthew 10:30 I would love to hear how you are doing. I hope you have sought help. Do you have a church family? Being surrounded by people who have the love of God in them would bring light in your world.