How am I going to live on Part Time and also get benefits? I am such a mess since I lost my job even though deep down I know I couldn't do it anymore. I just couldn't. The hours were brutal with a 430am alarm clock. Doing that with FM is miserable. I am so beat all the time. I just don't even know what to do now job wise. Life is no fun with this pain all the time...scary. Has anyone found a happy medium?