Too Many Drugs?

Discussion in 'Fibromyalgia Main Forum' started by blades, Feb 24, 2003.

  1. blades

    blades New Member

    I have had CFS for about a year, and still am progressively becoming worse. I am now pretty much a shut in and except for a some rare days, pretty tired/useless/pathetic.

    The problem is that I run my own dating site, and still have a chance to make it, and after four years of work I am not willing to give up. CFS and writing computer code don't mix well, so I take high doses of:

    - ritilan
    - modephanil
    - 222's (codien, aspirin, caffein)
    - More caffein
    - marijuana

    On most days it works and could get a few hours of work done, but depending on how I feel, the withdawl and side effects are too much to stand (except for the marijuana, which helps a great deal).

    I am NOT willing to stop, I MUST work. But is there a better solution, not sure how long I could do this... the penalty for taking all these drugs is very severe, I don't the human body is supposed to take this much speed!

    Any suggestions?