I'm so tired that I can hardly play a simple computer game, too tired to get up and to do all the little jobs that have to be done (going downstairs, setting up my pills for tomorrow, brushing my teeth) for me to go to bed. This is so frustrating! I wish someone would just pick me up, brush my teeth for me, and put me to bed. I can move my fingers to type, but I can't move the rest of me. I feel so sick and groggy and awful with a weird chemical feeling in my throat again, all I want to do is to sleep. But I'm stuck. I'm too tired to get up! I hate this DD so much! I wish I could just do something to make it better. Every little action is such a struggle. It's exactly this hard when I have to try to go to the kitchen and grab some food, or get up to go to the bathroom. It's like, I don't have the strength to do this simple little thing, but I have to, so here goes. And even then, I can't always get up and do it. Why isn't there a cure for this stupid illness yet?