I was layed off from my job. Lack of work. Bills are piling up. I'm a single dad and out everyday looking for a job. My fiance left me and went on a vacation we planned for over a year with her ex. I am the type that tries so hard to do things myself until I simply crash. Well I have. I am empty and feel very little. I can't say anything because I still have my son but I am feeling now he would be better without me. Everyone would. I have had no one to talk to. Although I have thought about suicide, I don't think I could actually do it. I wish a lot I would just go in my sleep. Im aware there are people who have worse problems than I have and endured but each person has his limits and I feel I have reached mine. I always thought I was strong but seems not the case.