Discussion in 'Spirituality/Worship' started by myalgiamania, Oct 17, 2006.

  1. myalgiamania

    myalgiamania New Member

    i am very sad this week. i am hoping for the best but i am so tired. the courts are looking at my situation for disability. its called an on the record decision for disability. i have given them dire needs letters which include a letter from me stating that we are in need of financial help as we are in deep trouble, a letter from my landlord stating back rent owed, and letters from my utilities and the church. also my congressman has written a letter on my behalf for immediate help. we are so desperate and i am so scared. please pray for the judge to award my disability. my doctor also wrote a very good report on my condition which states that i cannot work.

    i am also waiting on a decision for health care for my kids from the state. right now they have none and need to see doctors.

    if you could please pray i would appreciate it so much. i cant stop crying lately. im so very very tired.

    I pray for this board everyday.... we are going through so much here. knowone should have to suffer in this world without the help of others.
    God Bless all of you! (((((HUGS))))
    [This Message was Edited on 11/08/2006]
  2. pepper

    pepper New Member

    I am praying for you and your desperate situation. I am so very sorry that you are going through this.

    You are on my prayer list.

  3. myalgiamania

    myalgiamania New Member

    YOU are so kind. i am exhausted today and cant get out of bed, so i just want to pray. it helps to read other peoples problems cause i forget about my own.

    Please Dear Lord, help Pepper in all of her needs...
    she is so kind to pray for my family.
    your love is in her heart...
    may The Light Of Your Spirit bring endless Joy into her life....Amen.
  4. Asatrump

    Asatrump New Member

    I personally find any kind of waiting absolutely exhausting. Even red lights bother me. But waiting for big issues, health results, legal stuff....... the mind plays tricks and the worry factor goes through the roof.

    Be assured probably all of us here would be crying in your same situation. Tears are a way to let go of some of the stress.

    You are not alone, you have all of us. Please post with any updates, in fact please post if you have no updates as you need even more support.

    None of us can solve problems for the other, but knowing we are not alone is a blessing. I pray you have good news and soon.
  5. myalgiamania

    myalgiamania New Member

    you are so special...i feel better just knowing someone cares. i am so glad i have such a wonderful group of friends here to pray for my family. i want you to know that i pray everyday for you and our group here. such a warm feeling of kindness fills my heart when i am reading your words of love. this is because i know you and all of the others truely care. if the whole world was like this, well what a beautiful place it would be.

    God Bless You!
  6. webintrig

    webintrig New Member

    lift you and your family up in prayer. I will pray for you and your family and the situation that you are in.

    Know that you are not alone and that you can call on Lord...he will ease your mine!

    Hugs to you,
  7. sixtyslady

    sixtyslady Member

    just read your post, and I will pray for you that the judge will rule in your favor. and then I"ll give thanks to God for answered prayers.
    May God bless you and your family.
    hang tight and stand on the word,God will provide.
    blessings sixtyslady
  8. dejovu

    dejovu New Member

    Dear Jesus, this is such a hard time for Mya and her family.

    Let her know You are there with her and how important she is to You.

    Please send peace into her heart as only You can do.

    And place compassion in this judges heart for this family.

    I ask this in Your Holy Name, Amen.
  9. bandwoman

    bandwoman New Member

    I am sorry for your situation. Just know that our God is a BIG God and can solve BIG problems. I am going to pray first that God gives you peace while you are in that hard part of waiting. I know the times in my life when I felt like the rug had been pulled out from under me was the beginning of a huge blessing. Going through trial is hard and is for sure a testing of our faith time. Hang tough and God will see you through this. When all else fails stand! Take care and I will be praying.

  10. myalgiamania

    myalgiamania New Member

    i know you have many problems of your own and need Gods help in your lives...so for you to take time out of your day for my family means so much to me.

    But more than that...with all of your prayers, i feel stronger and that i am not facing this alone. we have to fight these battles as a team. and i want you to know that i will pray for all of your needs.

    you all have said some very wise things and sometimes i forget that i am not alone. its just that my family depends upon me and i need to take care of them. some days i cannot even take care of me. ive been offered jobs and have come so close to taking one, but then i have to tell myself, joan you are sick, you cannot do what you have done in the past anymore. it is hard for me to make this change. i dont want to be on disability, but i have to be, and this government needs to be there for me. my husbands paycheck is not enough. i worked my whole life and i cant believe i have to wait for this help. our family goes without medicine, dr visits, clothes, etc. and the bills just keep comming.

    well as you said I need to have faith. God has a plan and i just need to believe.

    Again, thank you for your kind words and blessings. May the Lord Jesus wrap His arms around you and fill you with joy and Love....Amen.
  11. lovethesun

    lovethesun New Member

    I agree with you about the board.I've made it my home page.Linda
  12. kgangel

    kgangel New Member

    Hi Mya

    Big Big Hugs and warm thoughts and prayers are coming your way!!

    I hope you can feel them, cause they are BIG!!


    May God be with you and help you through in your time of need

    God Bless
  13. myalgiamania

    myalgiamania New Member

    well i cant tell you how good it feels to wake up and find such warmth and kindness from everyone here. if the country was run by good people like you, we would be in a much better place.

    just found out that i may have to wait much longer that they first told me for the on the record decision. i cant cry anymore cause i feel to numb. i just cant believe our government doesnt help those of us who have worked in this country for our whole lives and now have serious health problems. we are in dire need and on the verge of being homeless and yet they help others right away.

    well i just cant think about it anymore cause i will drive myself crazy lol.

    thank you so much and God Bless all of you! (((HUGS)))
    Love, Joanie
  14. dejovu

    dejovu New Member

    Still here and still praying. We are a powerful group of prayer warriors and God has brought us together for a special reason.

    You are in my thoughts and prayers. I know He will take care of you, you just keep those thoughts in your heart and mind. He will never leave you alone. Blessings, De

  15. myalgiamania

    myalgiamania New Member

    I so appreciate your prayers. ive been down today and it feels good to know you are all there praying for everyone. i just want you to know that it is good to know there are people that believe in God. i get mad at the world sometimes, but it is because of the problems mankind has made. if everyone loved the Lord with open and sincere hearts...we would not have so many problems in this world....and greed is one of the worst.

    everytime i think something good is going to happen, i find out there are more problems, delays, etc. and in this day and age...instead of being able to talk to someone about our problems...we get recordings, and answering machines. WELL THANK GOD FOR KNOWING THAT GOD IS LISTENING ALL OF THE TIME AND WE ARE NOT BEING PUT ON HOLD....WE DO HAVE TO BE PATIENT...AND UNDERSTAND THAT THERE ARE REASONS THAT WE DONT GET EVERYTHING WE NEED, THE SECOND WE NEED IT. WHAT WOULD WE LEARN IF THAT HAPPENED.

  16. dejovu

    dejovu New Member

    At least when I pray I do not have to press 1,,2,,3 for what option I want.

    Joanie, still here for you, and will continue to pray. Blessings. De

  17. myalgiamania

    myalgiamania New Member

    i am thankful for all of your prayers. the strange thing is that God is helping me in ways that i never expected. our problems are not solved yet but things are in the works to help us. please keep praying. i feel so lucky to have your support. i will be seeing a good specialist soon and hope he will be able to help me and the rest of my family will be going too.

    again, thank you all so much! God Bless!
  18. Lendy5

    Lendy5 New Member

    I am praying that God touches the heart of the judge that makes the decision and your disability will be approved and your financial burden will be lifted from you and your family.

    Wishing you many Blessings to come!

    Love & Hugs!
  19. 143alan

    143alan New Member

    My heart just breaks for you. I work with so many people everyday that are in your same position. Like you and others I just don't understand how the "system" can be so slow and insensitive.

    I truly believe that there but by the grace of God go I. I'm facing back surgery that will put me out of work for a long time and I have no way to pay the bills while I'm out. I've been putting it off for 3 years hoping my situation would improve, but it hasn't. I'm now at the realization that God wants me to trust totally in him and his provision. He's not showing me any way the money is going to come for the mortgage, utilities or food but the need for the surgery is increasing to the point where I have no choice and just have to take a leap of faith.

    I understand the stress you're under and the frustration you feel. Know that I will be keeping you in my prayers.

    Heavenly Father, We thank you and praise you for all the ways you take care of us and care for us that we don't even see or understand. We praise you Father for the faith that you provide and increase as needed for us to get through our problems. You never said you would get us out of problems, but you do promise to be there with us when we go through them. Father we ask for your provision for MM, for a positive outcome for her disability case. We pray for speed in the decision and that you remove any obstacles that are keeping this from happening for her. Father, your child needs help and as her sister I ask that you wrap your arms around her and hold her tight and guard her against any attack right now. Thank you for being our heavenly Father. Amen.
  20. myalgiamania

    myalgiamania New Member

    So sorry manager i will be praying for you...you have a hard decision to make. my sons also home school because of health issues. they are 14 and 16. please dont be afraid to ask your church for help and other sources. my church has helped when they could of course. and my lawyer has put me in touch with other people that give loans. it is awful to have financial problems... but because you are widowed the state may help you much more than they would help me. still no word on disability....they are hurting me because i trust our government to help and i have worked for disability....it is not fair. i have tried everything..but will not give up. i hope the Lord will lighten the hearts of these judges and make them realize that it could be them asking for help. well thank all of you again. i'll let you know if i hear some good news. God Bless all of you and may God ease your pain. (((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))
    in Gods Love Joanie

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