I am venting. Today for the 5th time in 6 months my labs have been lost. More than this, I asked my doc's secretary to please have the doctor call me back. He says, "what is this concerning." Stupidly, I said "the flu shot and its role in my fatigue and muscle weakness problems." He calls back and says "yeah well the doctor says there's no way it could have done that. and you have to get a re-draw for the western blot." HELLO---I am having trouble getting insurance now because I have had so many darn redraws. I have 4 health care workers (2 doctors, 1 nurse,1 unit. rep) in my family--and they told me that losing a sample 5 times is inexcusable and then to have the doctor not even find the decency call me and speak with me herself is pathetic. I AM SO ANGRY. I AM SUFFERING, THIS IS HELLISH. I know you hear me...it's not fair. I hate when people say I look young and healthy like the secretary did today..." oh you'll be fine you are a picture of health..." Its not fair.