I am still a newbie here, but I have to say I am so thank ful to everyone here!!! There was a recent post with a letter to normal people...I know that it was sent to someones family members. I have 2 boys that are 11 and 13. They have never been sympethetic, and sometimes are down right mean to me...I realize most of this comes from their fathers views of me, and he is very vocal about how he feels about me...This has always made it difficult for me to help them understand what I go through. After reading the letter, I decided to let my kids read it. It was put in such simple terms that they could understand. They both told me that they had no idea life was so hard for me...My youngest and I tend to have a battle of wits, so to speak, all the time, and after reading it, he got it!!! He offered to get me ice cream tonight!!! If you know my son, you know just how huge that is!!! He said he was sorry he is so hard on me in the mornings, and that he would try his best to do better!! As a matter of fact, he told me that I needed to post on here, and I quote, "you need to respond and let them know that is exactly how you feel!" So following his orders!!! THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!! That is how I feel!!! God Bless, Mindy P.S. If you have a moment, and you believe in prayer, I am going to the Mapleton Pain Clinic tomorrow, and hoping they will help me...If you could please pray for a positive appointment, that would be great!!!