I want to cry! I keep getting and fatter and I don't know what to do. To add to it I get cravings that I try to control, but it is so hard. I really do not even eat that much. But, I lay and sit around all day and get no exercise. I am rarely hungry, but I get craving and eat anyway. Though, it is still not much. If I was not sick and had just a desk job what I eat would not be enough for that mild life. But, I keep gaining and I look at myself in the mirror and want to cry. What is hapening to me. I feel like I am being kicked while I am down. Not only being sick and always feeling miserable, but I am turning into a fat person I don't recognize. The worst thing is I don't even get the luxury of getting fat with yummy cakes and cookies. This is from mostly healthy stuff, not junk. I could only imagine what I would be like if I did get to enjoy junk. I don't know what to do. I can't exercise, at least no where near enough to loose weight or gain muscle. At the beginning I thought weight wise it wasn't that bad, it will be ok. I gained more weigh and then thought the same... now don't know what to do. I know no one can magically help me, but I guess I needed to vent in hopes of... something .