We all keep saying the same old things over and over and over. Pain, sinus problems, fatigue, depression,sore throats,suicide, night sweats, memory loss, this pill that pill. It's just so dag gone depressing. Day in and day out we struggle for survival. And people talking about you behind your back. It isn't anything wrong with her. She's just lazy. She's just as able to work as I am. Who the heck do these people think they are. They don't know poop about us. Until you've walked in a persons shoes you don't have a clue. I've got 2 sister-in-laws that I think I could just strangle. I try to be friendly to everyone and i see myself as a decent person. But what do you do about these kind of stupid butt people. And they even pretend to be christian people is the worst or may I say sadest part. i know i'm venting again but I've has a terrible Christmas. My Granny had a stroke the Sat. before Christmas. She's doing much better thanks to our Great God. Of course my 2 sweet sister-in-laws think they are the great Gods. They make me sick to my stomach. burrrrrr pppp They have acted so much a suck up. You guys may think I'm exaggerating but believe me I'm not. My therapist said I think you have a legitamate reason for feeling the way you do. Of course he knows everything about it. If I told you guys about it all we might be on the same post for the rest of Jan. Let me say this. One of them is an old sister-in-law that will do anything in the world for you but you better not take that shield off your back. And the new one must have some kind of problem with me because she will not even speak to me. do you know how this makes me feel. Yea I knew you guys would. And yes I have confronted her nicely about it. But she says theres nothing wrong. I talked to my brother about it and all I ended up with was me in tears. And him saying that I made her mad when I ask her what was wrong. O.K. I'll shut up for now. But I just had to get this off my chest tonight. thanks guys for all your support. God Bless You!