I did go to bed after i posted last night, slept for 9 hours, except for the DOZENS of times i woke up & looked at the clock!! Then at 8am after the kids got on the bus, i went back to bed & slept until 1:30 pm!thats another 5 hours! Even then i really didn't want to get up, but i told myself "this is bull! i can't sleep the whole day!i've got at least do something around here!" Well i got up. and then sat for 2 hours & watched tv, then finally went down & picked the kids up, i can't believe once again my whole day was wasted away! I'm getting really upset here, i can't get enough sleep, sometimes i even ask myself, AM I LAZY??? people would think i am!!! I was suppose to go help out grandma yesterday, but i didn't show up. No one but a couple people in my family understand this is what i suffer through, oh well, all i want is too be able to enjoy the sunny days, even though it's cold outside. Actually the sun is why i made myself get out of bed! I'm feeling pathetic as i did yesterday. How many more days in a row do i have to suffer this until i get a remission peroid again??????????Never take those days for granted again for the rest of my life! anyone thoughts???