Hi all and I hope the new year brings less pain to you all. Its 4:27am here in Australia, and this pain wont let me sleep. I was unable to move my right arm for two weeks before Christmas without yelling out in pain, at first I thought it was part of Fm waited for it to move along somewhere eles but it stayed, at the same time the pain in my knees seemed to be getting worse,with the left one clicking when I moved it and the pain was also sooo bad. This along with the other fantastic pain of Fm was getting me ready to jump ship so to speak,I made an appointment with our new Dr whom I had not met it was for about a week later, in the meantime her nurse rang me to say th Dr needed to see me right then to dicuss some x rays she had looked at ordered by last Doc. She tells me I need to see a nurologist the following day,calls up and tells them its an emergency and gets appointment.She also tells me the bone in my knee is crumbling,my sinuses need scrapeing,he tells me I need another bone graft to c5/6,as the nerve entrapment is leading to permanant damage re the use of my arm,in the meantime im losing my teeth and having a plate made, the rest of my spine has narrowed ect,ect,. My husband is not getting any work the bills are adding up, we had to send the girls to mums so they would be fed and their prescriptions for their FM would be filled.In about 4 hrs we have to move the best of our furniture out on the verandah and hope we can sell it to cover electricity,water and phone,will have to leave the rest a little longer. What have we done to deserve this Im so tired. I guess I will just accept all this later today, but I have to tell you this all came about after a work accident 20yrs ago for which I could not claim compensation because my employer was the Commonwealth Government,and they bully you untill you just walk away.Could any of you spare a prayer for me I am in total need of a miracle,I just want to live,love and laugh again. Thanks for reading my post,needed to get it out. Bye and hugs to you all Pam S.