To those of you on disability and perhaps to some who are not. I was at home all day today do to lack of energy but I can not sleep. How do you spend your time? I was so anxious. I wanted to get the heck out of the house. I am applying for disability and can hardly manage one day in the house although this is what I need. It wouldn't be so bad if I could at least sleep, but my body does not even do that anymore. I have to wait until late at night to sleep when I take my massive sleep medication. I ended up taking a dexedrine for energy just to get myself out of the bed even though I think they are making me sicker and have horrible side effects. Please tell me how to get through the lonely, boring, anxious days?