Hi, i found this great sight and have been reading all. Last year, I had to stop working and was diagnosed with depression and anxiety- I had panic attacks and it was awful. I was on short term through work disiab. My whole body would ache, I was having these problems 2 or so years ago and just kept stuffing them pains in the neck, shoulders, arms, knees lower back- the stiffness alot. Well I applied for long term disab. where I was working and got denied twice- my therapist and doctor feel I could have FMS-I get awful headaches- and take quite a bit of meds- it helps sometimes but doesn't other times. Sometimes it feels like you got run over by a truck.. I have always worked since I was 16, I am 50 now and this is hard to take in- people tell me to apply for SSD- I worked for it- what would you suggest?? Not working now-lost my job... Undecided - too proud- not sure if the energy is there anymore.