Ok..just got back from my SSA phsyc dr. and don't know what quite what to make of it. First..I had my friend drive me there..which the dr. asked did I drive. She began to ask me about my life..which is falling apart so I said so and imediately started bawling about my suicidal tendancies,and depression,and the episodes of "cutting"..etc. She MADE me talk about my abusive childhood w/ a extremely overbearing mother who hated me..and my equally volitile marriage..She asked very little about my fibro..just asked did I cook/clean..I said no my kids do.She asked did I drive much..I said no. Mostly she wanted to know what my "episodes" consisted of and what the triggers were..and how often I get them . I said I was terrified someone would take my kids if they knew what goes on during the "episodes". I told her I hear voices and all that shit during an episode. She ended the hour long session saying she believed I was severely depressed and would benefit from councelling/medication and close watch.She said she believed my mental state to be inconsistant. Don't know what this means,but she said if I am awarded benefits..I needed to get councelling right away.Hummm...wonder if I did all the "right" things in my session?