I was told two days ago that I've got FMS. At first I was excited to know that I'm not crazy. I felt total relief. I've had all these symptoms for 10 years and no one could tell me anything about it, and no one seemed to care. The doctors acted like I was just making it all up. I was starting to feel like maybe there's not really anything wrong with me and it's all in my head. But this evening my entire mood switched and I became really sad about the idea that I've been sick for so long and it's not going to end anytime soon. Yesterday I tried a medication for the first time and I had a severely bad reaction to it. What kind of a sign is that? I just found myself crying. Will I end up just getting used to the idea?