im really trying hard to figure out why i got this way. I have a list of significant events that may have and am wondering if there is a pattern with any one else 4 car accidents.....but nothing immediately preceeding the onset of my illness. Im 31 and my accidents ranged from age 17 to 28. One accident my head hit the windshield and i feel a small depression on the corner of my skull now. gall bladder surgery removal pregnancy/child birth tried prozac for mild anxiety and wigged out. my body has nevr been the same again. anyone experience any of these?