Just when I feel like I'm strong and can overcome worries, fear, doubt, and feelings of inadequacy it seems like I'm pushed just a little bit further than I believe I'm able to bear. When I feel like I have some of my negative worries in check and I'm focusing on the positive there is something more added to my situation that screams at me telling me I'm too weak to go on. There's part of me that wonders why the fatigue has to be so powerful when I'm fighting as hard as I can to find peace and stay steady. I'm grateful for so much in my life. I count my blessings every day. Sometimes it just feels like no matter what I do it isn't enough to make me better - emotionally, physically, and mentally. I keep praying. It's the only thing that keeps me from completely letting go. I'm trying to keep my feelings of purpose and strength and "I can deal with this" attitude hanging around longer. They seem to vanish at the rate the fatigue increases. Any suggestions? When you feel like it's just too much and you're too tired to deal with the pain, but it won't let go, what are you thinking to keep you strong?