I am so new to this . I dont know where to start. I do not have a bad life. I have a cute husban and 2 great kids. My husband has a job and I can stay home with the kids. I have more then a lot of people I know and I should be gratefull. WHat I do NOT have is REAL friends that I can talk to. All my friends are superficial and sharing any of my depression just would give them ammo. Also I do not like anyone to know my life is not perfect. I do not know what to do I dont want people to know how unhappy I am .Wow so much more but dont know whwre to start I am so lost!! I dont knwo how to use this site. I am on yahoo at lookingaround3030 for emails or chat Or do I just come here. Im lost!!!!