I've been watching and reading the posts here and other first hand accounts about cfs. What strikes me is the differences in people's experiences and what works and doesn't work for them. For example: Valcyte; was talked about recently and there were people praising it's positive effects and how it changed their lives and there were people whose lives were ruined by the negative effects of it to their body. This same trend seems to appear for every medicine or protocol. It is very confusing to me. ( are you confused too?). Do we all have the same disease? Are our bodies just reacting differently? I'm also scared to start anything new because I don't know how my specific body is going to react. But, if I don't try, I'll be stuck in a place I don't want to be.