Can anyone tell me? I've done nothing but sleep for 2 days now. I got my fibro diagnosis over a year ago, but my insurance just quit paying for the specialist and the physical therapy. Between the doctor, the therapy, the shrink, and the specialist , i see at least 2 docs a week. Sometimes more. Now my insurance says they don't have to pay because it's not a life threatening illness. Medicall Assitance, of all things!!! I have been out of work for over a year. No SSD or SSI, just my hubby's pay. We're just getting bacl on our feet after being homeless-(another side effect of not having my income anymore). I just don't think I can handle anymore. Now the doc is looking for a brain tumor to explain my damaged hearing. This meant I had to reschedule my ssi hearing. What am I doing wrong? I try to keep up with all of this, but I spend most of my time just writing in that stupid symptom journal they want. How am I supposed to keep up with what my family needs? TOday was just the last straw. The welfare caseworker came in and bitched cause the dishes arent' washed and the litterbox needs scooping. OF COURSE THEY DO__I"M NOT STUPID!! He just doesn't get it!! My kids are off swimming, and hubby is at work. I cant do it and he just gives me more stress!! Just means more xanax today-which means more sleep. Can't lift my arms to brush my hair cause they feel so heavy-but of course I can run right out and scrub the litter box and wash the brakfast dishes. Then I'll sleep for another 2 days to recover from it. I feel like I'm losing my mind. What do I do next?