Today was rough and I am discouarged and I need to let it out to people who understand. I live in Utah and the weather is getting colder. We had a wet snow/rain Sunday night and when I woke up and I had terrible, terrible pain all over. It took half the day waiting for meds to kick in and finally I wasn't so miserable. Its depressing knowing I'll have to go through this process everyday for the rest of winter. Last winter I was on lyrica and amitryptaline to help with pain. Around Spring I didn't feel like I needed them and I wasn't crazy about the weight gain with Lyrica so I and went off. I'm really considering relocating to a warmer climate. Just got to get my husband to understand and get on board.