Sometimes this DD becomes so overwhelming. I have a positive ANA test and waiting for Dr's appointment 09/04 to have it explained and further testing to be done. I can't keep my mind off of it. I don't know if it's the DD or just me, but I can't shut it down and let it go. It drives my everyday. My mind is so tired of worry and I just want some sense of normalcy. How does one carry this with them every single day of their life? I'm trying to work part time but it's taking every ounce of energy I have and seems to be sooo stressful. Just feeling all alone today. Thanks for listening, I'm sure tomorrow will be a better day.