of everything and took an overdose. Obviously I failed otherwise I would not be typing this. I am so fed up with the pain, been hurting for years, my sister on my case, my mom and I had ugly fight yesterday. I wrecked my car on Sunday and have had to give up driving because of vision and balance problems. I have my meds for the day but John has my pain meds at work with him. He and I talked for a long time last night and he told me he thought maybe I should put some distance between myself and my family. In the beginning they were supportive and now I don't know what has changed that but they are now on my case about everything. I really don't want to die but how much more is this DD gonna take from me, how much more is it gonna do to me?? I am super depressed despite being on Prozac and Wellbutrin. I feel like I can't go on much longer this way.