I recieved a denial on my reconsideration of my second claim. My first claim is still with an appeals council. I'm in all this pain and i'm so fatigued I feel like i'm going to die and they just keep saying you're able to work. i don't know what to do anymore. We've already had to file bankruptcy on everything except the house. i wouldn't have a vehicle if it wasn't for my Dad. (Thank you LORD for such wonderful parents) I'm just so tired of having to get money from them. I feel like everything is my fault. i'm a 36 year old HASBEEN. I feel awful because my husband has to go to work and try to make a living for my son and myself and I lay around the house whining. I don't want to hurt anymore. I want to go back to work and be somebody but with the pain and fatigue it would be impossible for me to hold down a job. I know I'm rattling on and feeling sorry for myself but sometimes it feels better to let it out. I'm just disturbed. I worked in a old hot butt factory for 13 long years, suffering much of that time, and SS didn't hesitate one single second in taking my hard earned money but now when I need that money back to help my family, they say NO WAY! Mixed up world. And people that have never even tried to hit a lick at a snake can get check after check after check. YES I'm MAD!